{"id":3307,"date":"2022-02-11T14:55:44","date_gmt":"2022-02-11T14:55:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/?p=3307"},"modified":"2022-02-11T14:55:44","modified_gmt":"2022-02-11T14:55:44","slug":"im-not-sure-love-im-sure-trust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/im-not-sure-love-im-sure-trust\/","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m Not Sure If I Love You, But I\u2019m Sure I Trust You"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"fpm_start\"><\/div>\n<p>Love\u00a0and\u00a0trust\u00a0are intertwined ideas for me. Can you love someone without trusting them? Can you trust someone without loving them? I don\u2019t know the answers to those questions. I don\u2019t know if those questions even have definitive answers.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m not sure if I love you.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m not sure if this desire I feel to be with you is rooted in love or if it\u2019s just comfort. I\u2019m not sure if I really know what love, at least that kind of love, feels like. I\u2019m not sure I could even recognize it if this was it.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m not sure if I want a future with you or if you want a future with me. I\u2019m not sure that a future is even possible for us. I\u2019m not sure if we are \u201cforever\u201d people or if we\u2019re just meant to be in each other\u2019s lives for a moment. Sometimes people come around for the sole purpose of helping us heal or teaching us a lesson, then we have to let them go.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe that\u2019s what we are for each other.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe we found each other just to learn how to let someone in, how to let someone really see us. Maybe we found each other to rediscover what trust and real vulnerability look like. Maybe we found each other because profound healing lies in knowing someone sees you and understands you. Maybe we found each other so we know what our hearts are capable of and in what ways our hearts are still unhealed. Maybe we found each other in the dark because we needed a little light to guide us through. Maybe we are each other\u2019s beacon.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m not sure if I love you.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m not sure if I love who you are, because I don\u2019t think I really know who you are\u2014at least, not yet. I\u2019m not sure if I love the feeling I have when I\u2019m with you and when I see you or if I love\u00a0<i>you<\/i>. I\u2019m not sure if what I feel when I\u2019m with you is because of a difference in me or if it\u2019s about you and who you are.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m not sure if I love you, but I\u2019m sure I trust you.<\/p><script data-noptimize=\"\" data-wpfc-render=\"false\">\n\/* <![CDATA[ *\/\nfpm_start( \"true\" );\n\/* ]]> *\/\n<\/script>\n\n<p>I\u2019m sure that I crave your presence because it puts me at ease in a way few people have before. I\u2019m sure that I want you to stay with me and that I want to share all of my secrets with you. I\u2019m sure that my heart feels at peace when you\u2019re around. I\u2019m sure that, even when things get uncomfortable and even when uncertainty creeps in, I trust you.<\/p>\n<p>I trust that you won\u2019t hurt me. I trust that your intentions have both of our best interests at heart. I trust that, at the very least, you won\u2019t leave me feeling broken.<\/p>\n<p>Love and trust are intertwined for me. So maybe I don\u2019t love you, but I\u2019m certain that I trust you.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_3308\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-3308\" style=\"width: 1000px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-3308\" src=\"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/zodiac-6-2.png\" alt=\"I\u2019m Not Sure If I Love You, But I\u2019m Sure I Trust You\" width=\"1000\" height=\"1500\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/zodiac-6-2.png 1000w, https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/zodiac-6-2-200x300.png 200w, https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/zodiac-6-2-683x1024.png 683w, https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/zodiac-6-2-768x1152.png 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-3308\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">I\u2019m Not Sure If I Love You, But I\u2019m Sure I Trust You<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<div class=\"fpm_end\"><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Love\u00a0and\u00a0trust\u00a0are intertwined ideas for me. Can you love someone without trusting them? Can you trust someone without loving them? I don\u2019t know the answers to those questions. I don\u2019t know if those questions even have definitive answers. I\u2019m not sure if I love you. I\u2019m not sure if this desire I feel to be with &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3308,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/zodiac-6-2.png","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3307"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3307"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3307\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3308"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3307"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3307"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zodiacheist.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3307"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}